Missed.

I've to admit, I really really missed you, alot. The moment you replied, i could feel that lips of mine smiling. Once you didn't reply, i got the urge to text you. But, how can i do that?! You heart's with her anymore. No matter how many smses you reply, it just isnt enough to heal that wound. I doubt you will ever know how i am feeling. The sight of both of you, being so happy irks me. Totally disgusted. What could i say? I am just plain jealous. I really missed those sweet talks. Maybe things now are better. At least we still talk alil when we see each other, or faking smile at you. I just cant bring myself to show you my cheerful look. Its difficult for me to really smile infront of you. Maybe it's because you took that smile away from me.