Missed.

I've to admit, I really really missed you, alot. The moment you replied, i could feel that lips of mine smiling. Once you didn't reply, i got the urge to text you. But, how can i do that?! You heart's with her anymore. No matter how many smses you reply, it just isnt enough to heal that wound. I doubt you will ever know how i am feeling. The sight of both of you, being so happy irks me. Totally disgusted. What could i say? I am just plain jealous. I really missed those sweet talks. Maybe things now are better. At least we still talk alil when we see each other, or faking smile at you. I just cant bring myself to show you my cheerful look. Its difficult for me to really smile infront of you. Maybe it's because you took that smile away from me.

Reflecting,

I am reallyreally tired already. Waiting for you to notice my love seemed like waiting for the sky to fall. And also, you got yourself a partner already, someone who you told me you wouldn't like. Now? You fell with her and left me alone. Or maybe, i chose to leave, not you left me alone. In the past, I can't accept the fact that I am not with you. But now, i grew up and learnt that love doesn't appear in my dictionary. It's alright! (: I am adapting life without you with me, and I believe, I can do it (: